There's this thing I keep on running into. It's an internal thing. It keeps me from doing alot of things I know would be good for me.
It keeps me from making a dental appt.
It keeps me from setting up some bills on auto payment.
It keeps me from making medical appts....
...from doing laundry.....from getting the car in for maintenance.
I don't know what this thing is. I've been in therapy most of the last twenty years and haven't figured it out.
Sometimes I wonder if I need to know what it is. Maybe all I need is a coach to get me over the hump of this thing so I make progress in my life.
But a morbid curiosity sometimes wants to know.